2 Years

My name is Angela and I am an Addict. As of today I have been sober for 2 years from Prescription Opiates. 2 years later and I’m dancing on my own 2 years ago on this penultimate day I had options: Jail, Institution or Death. For a year leading up to June 24/2018, I was … Continue reading 2 Years

Alpha Female

I must admit: on a social level, this life of mine can be isolating sometimes - with or without Quarantine. My transformation from a prescription drug addicted Mother has exceeded my expectations. I attribute my almost 60 lb weight loss to Keto, Cannabis, my kids and overall RECOVERY. The pictures on the left were taken … Continue reading Alpha Female

Changing.

This time in our lives has been a challenge on so many levels. Our new reality has already been in effect for almost 14 weeks now; already a first trimester in a pregnancy in comparison. Keeping such a secret could be easier for some but I imagine scary for a first timer as well due … Continue reading Changing.

Quarantined

Wow I cannot believe it's been 3 months since I wrote on my blog. Actually it's been longer since I haven't provided a decent update since December when I settled my Divorce. It's already April 2020 and the world has obviously changed a lot too. I've spent the last month in "quarantine" while taking care … Continue reading Quarantined

In the End

Happy, relieved and grateful as I write this post; 534 days sober from the Opiate Addiction that almost killed me. As I've mentioned before, my inability to stop abusing those pills had already killed so much of me emotionally, psychologically, financially and even physically. At the time, I don't think anyone predicted such a fast … Continue reading In the End

500 Days

Two days ago, it was our youngest daughters 1st birthday. She is a blessing in so many ways and everyone loves her so much especially her sisters. This Baby has been the easiest by far, as a great sleeper with a calm disposition and easy-going nature. I am blessed, grateful and thankful for all of … Continue reading 500 Days

Love Can Be Cruel

Sometimes it can take awhile before we realize how much of ourselves we have given to our partners. If we factor in how involved they are with their Family Hive; it can become overwhelming. It seems over time, we fall into these traps or hives; where we lose our identities as we immerse ourselves into … Continue reading Love Can Be Cruel

The Matriarch

When I first became a Mother and my 8lb child careened out of me like a bat out of hell - my entire body felt a shock like no other. What's interesting about this part of the story is that I never experienced the same sensation with my other two daughters. It was as if … Continue reading The Matriarch